loud, just a bj drabble
Dec. 15th, 2007 07:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Eh, this one's no great shakes. Wrote it a couple of months ago. Found it and don't hate it as much as I thought, so might as well post, lol. I just wanted to rationalize how underwhelmed Justin seemed by Brian's declarations early 511.
Loud
(Justin pov, post-510)
Said…
Too bright, hot, BOOM. Babylon in pieces. Michael could die.
Brian said…
Five years of fucking, fighting, feeling, breaking, breaking up. Bat, violin, cancer… never. Now…
Twice.
I’m so fucking happy I can hardly breathe. Shouldn’t be…
It’s hard to believe we’re broken up. Or… were?
Almost losing me made him realize… Like before.
He felt guilty then. Maybe he does now. That he wasn’t there?
Shaken. Scared. People dead. Michael…
Brian meant it, but…
Can’t think it means everything’s perfect now. Can’t even hold him to it.
When his head clears, he’ll probably regret loving me out loud.
by AHS
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Date: 2007-12-16 04:29 am (UTC)So sad. But JUST what I imagine Justin was thinking...
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Date: 2007-12-16 04:39 am (UTC)Thanks :)
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Date: 2007-12-16 05:51 am (UTC)That was a great line.
So what else do you have hidden away?
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Date: 2007-12-16 08:48 am (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2007-12-16 08:17 am (UTC)LOVE YOU... AND I'M SO GLAR YOU ARE FEELING BETTER...
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Date: 2007-12-16 08:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-12-16 02:16 pm (UTC)And the HUGE thing is still HUGE!
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
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Date: 2007-12-16 09:49 am (UTC)When his head clears, he’ll probably regret loving me out loud.
Noooooo! *sniffles*
Love it, although this last line breaks my heart.
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Date: 2007-12-16 10:16 am (UTC)Weren't you the one, hon, who wrote some really great drabble to do with 510, and I said I had one but (*if* I ever put it up) it was very different? It took me this long to decide I didn't hate it! lol
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Date: 2007-12-16 11:06 am (UTC)Yours is much more realistic, while I would file mine under "ridiculously romantic", like most of my feeble writing attempts. ;-)
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Date: 2007-12-16 12:09 pm (UTC)Ridiculously romantic is absolutely called for and always appreciated!
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Date: 2007-12-16 05:11 pm (UTC)It seems that Justin is in shock so he does not know what to feel but his conclusion is so sad:
Susanne
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Date: 2007-12-16 10:52 pm (UTC)He was *happy*... but by the next ep, when Brian's all "Didn't you hear what I said last night?" and Justin's "Yes, you said you loved me"... way too calm, with no smile, I'm like arrrgh, how did you get to that in your head, boy??? lol... But s'okay, as he is soon convinced :)
Forgot to actually say thank you! *hangs head*
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Date: 2007-12-16 07:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-12-16 10:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-12-16 09:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-12-16 10:57 pm (UTC)I wrote a song once called "Love Out Loud." I didn't like the song much, but I love the phrase!
Thank you!
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Date: 2009-02-21 11:33 am (UTC)