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Depressing inspired by 201, Brian pov... Happy by the end of 308 (dialogue only, B/J/Daph phone call).
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Please
by AHS
It kills me and keeps me alive.
by AHS
It kills me and keeps me alive.
Punishment. Penance. Like wearing a hair shirt. Or worse. The noose it should have been. Choking reminder of what was almost lost because of me. How I’ve lost him anyway.
Lifeline. Comfort. Like his arms, warm, wrapped around my neck. But not. The closest I can get to him now. His blood, staining my skin with memories, so good and then so…
I don’t like to take it off. Hurts more than wearing it does.
I know I won’t forget. Maybe I’m afraid he will… He should.
Forget me, Justin…… No.
Please, don’t.
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Home
by AHS
"Hello?"
"Daph... it's me."
"Justin, where the hell are you? Are you okay? Why are you breathing weird?"
"Am I? *giggle* Um... just wanted... you to know... I'm not coming home tonight."
"Why?"
"Because... I am home? Finally."
"You're..."
"Daphne darlin', your roommate has a lot of unfinished work to do, so I'm gonna supervise, and by that I mean fuck him all night. Okay?"
"Brian?? Oh my God... Yes, that's more than okay! You... you do that!"
"Brian, was that necessary?"
"Get off the fucking phone and I'll find something better to do with my mouth."
"Bye!" *click*
"B-bye...... *SQUEE!*"
by AHS
"Hello?"
"Daph... it's me."
"Justin, where the hell are you? Are you okay? Why are you breathing weird?"
"Am I? *giggle* Um... just wanted... you to know... I'm not coming home tonight."
"Why?"
"Because... I am home? Finally."
"You're..."
"Daphne darlin', your roommate has a lot of unfinished work to do, so I'm gonna supervise, and by that I mean fuck him all night. Okay?"
"Brian?? Oh my God... Yes, that's more than okay! You... you do that!"
"Brian, was that necessary?"
"Get off the fucking phone and I'll find something better to do with my mouth."
"Bye!" *click*
"B-bye...... *SQUEE!*"