flash, bj double drabble

[wouldbedorothy]

 I'm leaving NC in a couple of hours, lol, but had to jot this down when I thought of it in the shower (wasn't even my magic shower, maybe it's just the concept of a shower that yields b/j)... um, maybe it's odd, I don't know... Brian 2nd person... pre-101... pre- um, Gus... 200 words... not my charac- blah blah...

Flash

You’ve never had trouble getting off in your life. Fuck, you could teach a class.

But your cock and hand have never met under quite these circumstances. Jerking off is not supposed to have any purpose other than pleasure, and now Lindsay’s fucked that up.

Your head swarms with orgies of hot guys ready to help. Dropping to their knees to take you in their mouths. Bending over, offering their asses for inspiration.

But these images are not enough to overpower the horror of why you’re really doing this. To create a fucking life.

You try to sell it as the ultimate in narcissism. Little person who looks like you. Sounds cool, as long as you don’t have to actually spend time with it.

You’re a fucking brilliant ad man but can’t bullshit yourself.

You stroke, you pull, fruitlessly. Until, from nowhere, a flash…

Ivory skin, slender body. Beautiful dick and perfect round ass. Blue eyes, innocence and desire. The most fucking gorgeous mouth. Blond hair lit like the sun.

Not your usual type. But you’re shaking, and you’ve filled the cup.

When you see him again, the night your son is born, you’ll know only that you want him.

by AHS