forgot, bj drabble

[wouldbedorothy]

Brian pov... pilot... sometime before fully waking up the morning after the first time... 100 words... not my characters...

Forgot


I forgot to say “fucking.”

Meant to say, “I love fucking you.” Yeah.

Shouldn’t even have said that, but… shit… I really did.

The kid was surprising. So innocent, talking video games and Cheerios. So not innocent, the way he draped himself against that streetlamp, then me. Kissed me like he’d waited his whole life for it.

Maybe it’s just because I haven’t taken a virgin in a while. He was so tight. Tasted so sweet. So fucking willing, no matter how scared. Made me feel what he felt. Justin...

Fuck, how high was I?

Better forget his name again.

by AHS

 

Comments

[sixfullerst.livejournal.com]

*sighs a dreamy sigh* I've never seen the "he told me he loved me" line addressed before. This was perfect! Saving to memories.

Yeah Brian, good luck on forgetting his name.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Oh, I love addressing that... That's what my first BJ fic was about! I got a comment for that one off fanfiction.net last night and that, coupled with the fact that I've done shockingly few first season drabbles, made me do this :)

Thank you!

[jans-intentions.livejournal.com]

Ah, love that. Very good drabble.

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Thank you, dear heart! :)

[pendulumchanges.livejournal.com]

I love everything you write. While waiting the 3 seconds it took for this drabble to load after I clicked on the cut it occured to me that you're one of the few authors who can create that moment of happy anticipation for me. Seriously, I was giddy knowing I was about to read something you wrote... even if it was just 100 little words, I knew it was going to be good. You never disappoint!

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Ack! I can't take the pressure!

No, just kidding, lol... That is a wonderful, wonderful thing to say, and it makes me giddy, too! :) Thank you!

[bbmaniac.livejournal.com]

mmmmmmmmmm... ok, I'm still not reading these things that you post :-P... BUT I might have overlooked this one this is fucking amazing... I'm in a very very dark place right now (metaphorically, of course, because in reallity, Toronto has this MARVELLOUS LIGHT!) and I am questioning EVERYTHING EVERYTHING about myself. Maybe I was happier when I actually read these things and I was all wishy about J/B... I don't know. I'm afraid this also has to do with Simon and his ability to make everyone love him... OK, enough shit!

ONE LAST THING: YOUR SECOND ICON (Buffy and Spike) .... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! When did I become you? Or you me?????????????' SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TILL THE INFINITY! They are just my guru fiction couple (them and Mulder and Scully).

LOVE YOU, GIRL(S AND CATS)!

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

*petting Marina's head* Sorry about your dark place, hon... But, overall, how is Toronto? :)

Thank you, lol. And I loves me some Spuffy! M&S, too!

I guess you might have been me first, since you are older by a handful of months... hmmm...

{{{hugs}}} and LOVE!

[bbmaniac.livejournal.com]

Toronto is AMAZING! Cold but AMAZING. It reminds me of Chicago a lot which is really cool because I just LOVE Chicago. Did I mention that it's cold??????? This week in NY we had a drop in the temperatures but THIS IS FUCKING HELL!!!! Tomorrow I'm gonna go to Brian's loft (well, front door but ... whatever!) and then to Woody's and then to Babylon and then to Michael's apartment and then I'll come back to the hotel to defrost myself :-P. Canada ROCKS!

LOVE YOU MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE! (no, REALLY... MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
PS: Is our lovely lovely Kat working?????.... and now that we're on it... ARE YOU, LOVE????????????? :-P

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

That is so cool that you're seeing all the QAF sights! :) Hope you have mittens, lol!

Kat has been typing away at something tonight, but it seems to be a new B/J short, not SIR (although I'm sure that's coming soon!). Whatever it is, it's making her cry just to write, and I am scared! lol

I have my G/R chapter fic extensively planned out (you never told me what you thought of my vague description?), but probably won't get the prologue up for a couple of weeks. I'm going to try and do a HP holiday short first.

LOOOVVVEEEEE YOU! :)

[bbmaniac.livejournal.com]

maybe she was killing poor poor Gale off...OH MY GOD, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I really really really REALLY don't need that now. I'll send you something later telling you what I thought about the "plot"... but you should know by now what I think :-P....

I'm off to the cold.... wish me luck, though if I survived Minneapolis, this should be a piece of cake!

Talk to you later, love!

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

No killing Gale, I promise! :) I read and beta'd it already. It was B/J and incredibly lovely.

Um, I really dare not hazard a guess as to what you think of my newest... except that I'm sure you're happy there is no Simon, lol.

*mwaaa* love!

[nonymoose.livejournal.com]

I love this. It's just so perfectly Brian to deny the obvious. :]

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Thank you, nonymoose... mouse, lol! :)

[rromantic.livejournal.com]

Better forget his name again.

blew me away. well, yeah, fuck it, I'm crying again.

I always cringe at the morning after scene, "what's your name again?" and Justin's face...

awesome piece, love it as always!!

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

I decided Brian's memory lapse was totally fake, lol.

Thank you, as always!! :)