loud, just a bj drabble

[wouldbedorothy]

Eh, this one's no great shakes.  Wrote it a couple of months ago.  Found it and don't hate it as much as I thought, so might as well post, lol.  I just wanted to rationalize how underwhelmed Justin seemed by Brian's declarations early 511.

Loud
(Justin pov, post-510)
 

Said…

Too bright, hot, BOOM. Babylon in pieces. Michael could die.

Brian said…

Five years of fucking, fighting, feeling, breaking, breaking up. Bat, violin, cancer… never. Now…

Twice.

I’m so fucking happy I can hardly breathe. Shouldn’t be…

It’s hard to believe we’re broken up. Or… were?

Almost losing me made him realize… Like before.

He felt guilty then. Maybe he does now. That he wasn’t there?

Shaken. Scared. People dead. Michael…

Brian meant it, but…

Can’t think it means everything’s perfect now. Can’t even hold him to it.

When his head clears, he’ll probably regret loving me out loud.

 

by AHS

Comments

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Pbbbllltt! ;-b

Ridiculously romantic is absolutely called for and always appreciated!