exam, a 300 word bj drabble

[wouldbedorothy]

Title: Exam
Author: AHS (wouldbedorothy)
Fandom/Pairing: QaF-US, Brian/Justin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Dialogue only, post-cancer.  A moment in bed.
Beta: none
Disclaimer: Don't own them, or the show... *sigh*
Author's note: Thanks rromantic  and freakykat  for preview read.

Wrote this quickly in my dad's truck at some point on our cross-country trek to my new digs, lol.  I am finally all moved and settled (in Charlotte, NC) AND have internet!  YAY for catching up on fic! :-D  And double YAY and WOOT to all of you who've been hugging my wonderful Kat :-)

Exam
by AHS
 

“Justin, stop.”

“…What’s wrong?”

“……”

“What is it? Usually, all you can say is ‘more’ when my mouth is…”

“But you weren’t exactly sucking my balls for the pure fun of it just now, were you?”

“……”

“You think I couldn’t tell? You were giving me a fucking exam!”

“Brian, I was just…”

“Forcing yourself to be every bit as attentive to the fake ball so I wouldn’t notice? I finally took pity on you… So, you find anything?”

“No.”

“Hmm. Guess I get to keep this one a while longer.”

“It’s a good thing you don’t believe in apologies, because I won’t apologize for looking out for you… this time.”

“What do you mean, ‘this time’?”

“……”

“Justin. Talk.”

“I should have found the lump.”

“What?”

“Why didn’t I notice it? It’s not like we weren’t together all the time. Maybe I could have found it sooner. Maybe…”

“No. First of all, the trick who found it was a fucking doctor. You are not. I mean, he gave decent head, but now that I think about it, it was pretty clinical. I don’t want your magnificent blow jobs to turn into that. Please?”

“I guess, but…”

“Second, it was found early. My chances were about as good as they were going to get. You finding it a week earlier wouldn’t have made it not cancer.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

“Yeah.”

“C’mere.”

“…I just don’t want anything to happen to you.”

“Look, I didn’t go through all that shit to check out anytime soon. Okay?”

“Okay… I’ll pretend not to notice next time you’re giving my balls a little extra care. And not to know it means you love me.”

“Uh…”

“If you dispute, I might be forced to pick up a doctor.”

“…Shut up and finish examining me, Sunshine.”

Comments

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

Okay I happened to stumble onto this comment again a month later and see that I never responded :( I might have let it go, but I LOVE what you said about me writing dialogue "prettily" so much, I had to say THANKS! :)

How's things at the bakery??

[poly-hymnie.livejournal.com]

Oh, my, it's practicaly the first comment I've ever posted on LJ, thanks for replying ^^'. Yeah, well, your dialogues ARE great.

Jee, don't ask me that... I just came back from there. Woke up at 5, got there and started working in a fever. We were six, but customers just kept coming. I stopped five minutes to eat one miserable croissant. And all those pretty, sooo sugary and yummy-looking cakes I could only stare at for 30 seconds and then pack. *sighs* Life is unfair. But everybody is really nice and I'm like the only hetero on the team. Uhm...