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wouldbedorothy ([personal profile] wouldbedorothy) wrote2009-04-26 12:34 am
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still here, a gale/randy drabble

Hey! Very late thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sjmpets and [livejournal.com profile] spike7451 for my birthday v-gifts!! :)

Title: Still Here
Author: [livejournal.com profile] wouldbedorothy (AHS)
Pairing: Gale Harold/Randy Harrison
Rating: PGish
Summary: 250 words. Gale's thinking too much and calls Randy. Set anytime after Natasha Richardson's death (http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001670/bio).
Disclaimer: I made this up. (And I'm really fucking out of practice, lol.)

The quote in italics was said by N.R.



Still Here
by AHS


“Hey.”

“……”

“Gale? You there?”

“…Yeah. I’m here. For some reason, I’m still fucking here.”

“You sound a little inebriated.”

“Maybe a little.”

“And morose.”

“Just confused.”

“What’s going on?”

“I don’t have any kids.”

“Okay…”

“I’m not married, or anything.”

“Right…”

“Nobody wakes up for me. Nobody’s life… needs mine.”

“Gale… I wouldn’t say-”

“I’m not gonna win any acting awards. I’ve probably done as much- as good as I ever will.”

“Okay, that’s bullshit.”

“I can’t cook for shit.”

“What?”

“I don’t do for charities, not a lot. Not as much as I could. Foundation for AIDS Research, that’s… How much good she did…”

“Fuck… I know what you’re doing. Stop it.”

“Did you see all those names? People at the funeral?”

“Yes. It’s sad. But you’re not allowed to regret surviving, damn it.”

“I don’t. I just don’t understand. Really makes it seem like it’s just a fucking coin flip.”

“There’s no deserving to be here more or less. You were supposed to stick around, and you did… and I’m glad.”

“‘I wake up every morning feeling lucky - which is driven by fear, no doubt, since I know it could all go away.’”

“……”

“All gone.”

“……”

“I do feel lucky. I do.”

“You better.”

“Thanks, Rand. You always… you……”

“I always tell you when you’re wrong. And you’re wrong… well, often.”

“Again, thanks.”

“About lots of stuff. But, I mean in thinking no one’s life needs yours.”

“…Good thing I’m still here, then.”

“Very good thing.”

[identity profile] tsarcasm.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
sad smile.

Love.

Glad your still here.

[identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks darlin' :)

[identity profile] bluemchenkaffee.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
It's sad, especially this
“Nobody wakes up for me. Nobody’s life… needs mine.”
but I loved it nonetheless.

Susanne

[identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Susanne :) Well, Gale was just wrong, wasn't he? lol

[identity profile] akintay.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Sad, but so very good :D

[identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com 2009-05-02 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
Thankyouuu Anna :)

[identity profile] rromantic.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
it is proof of your genius that I was able to fully follow and appreciate the story without even knowing who Natasha was. :D

LOVED it!! haven't been reading GR for a while (your last one was also the last one I read, I think), was good to have them put in an appearance.

♥ RR ♥

[identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com 2009-05-02 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
lol :)

I don't read them at all anymore... except occasionally my own, lol (when I'm trying to get back in the groove)... Is that sad??

*hugs*
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[identity profile] bombcel.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
You really good at this. Your the only author of gale and randy that capture me. I read all your gale and randy fic at your galerandy love and i love all of it.

[identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com 2009-05-02 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Your the only author of gale and randy that capture me.

Wow, what a lovely thing to say! Thank you! :D

[identity profile] sunshine63.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
a little sad and incredibly profound...
thank you for sharing.

http://sunshine63.livejournal.com/30144.html

[identity profile] camjakefan.livejournal.com 2009-04-26 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That was sweet and sad. Things like that often make you think about mortality and why we're here.

[identity profile] sjmpets.livejournal.com 2009-04-27 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
just needed a sounding board for his doubts.

[identity profile] spike7451.livejournal.com 2009-04-27 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Sad, but so very good.