15-18-31... a gale/randy double drabble

[wouldbedorothy]

Title: 15-18-31
Author: wouldbedorothy  (AHS)
Rating: PGish
Series/Sequel: just this
Summary: 200 words of Gale pov.
Author's Notes: Had this thought last night and tried to scribble key words as I drove, lol.  Maybe just a teensy bit sad-ish.  rromantic  thanks for preview praise ;)
Disclaimer: I don't know Gale or Randy, so anything I say... including any names... is obviously made up in my rather odd head.

15-18-31
by AHS

The cool thing about realizing you’re attracted to girls *and* boys is that you get to lose your virginity twice.

I lost mine three times.

When I was 15, to a girl named Marie Brantley, who my mother foolishly thought was a good Christian.

When I was 18, to a boy named Ryan Parker. Freshman lab partner. Experimenting went beyond the classroom.

And when I was 31, I lost it for good… to Randy Harrison.

It wasn’t until the third that I realized the “twice” hadn’t really been that cool.

He was not impressed when I told him… in bed, still wrapped around him… weeks into whatever it was we were doing. Rather, he was instantly sympathetic.

“You poor thing. Losing your virginity is fucking traumatic. I can’t imagine having to do it more than once.”

I laughed… and then cried… and then laughed at that. He just held me closer.

It was different with him, always. Because, even when I fucked him, I felt penetrated.

Scared me, but I fucking miss it.

I place the numbers… 15-right... 18-left... 31-right... Unlock… Stare at the picture of us.

I’ve run out of firsts. But someday… I want Randy for my last.

 

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[rromantic.livejournal.com]

But someday… I want Randy for my last.

that's the part I'm counting on you for! ;-)