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Title: 15-18-31
Author: [personal profile] wouldbedorothy  (AHS)
Rating: PGish
Series/Sequel: just this
Summary: 200 words of Gale pov.
Author's Notes: Had this thought last night and tried to scribble key words as I drove, lol.  Maybe just a teensy bit sad-ish.  [personal profile] rromantic  thanks for preview praise ;)
Disclaimer: I don't know Gale or Randy, so anything I say... including any names... is obviously made up in my rather odd head.


15-18-31
by AHS


The cool thing about realizing you’re attracted to girls *and* boys is that you get to lose your virginity twice.

I lost mine three times.

When I was 15, to a girl named Marie Brantley, who my mother foolishly thought was a good Christian.

When I was 18, to a boy named Ryan Parker. Freshman lab partner. Experimenting went beyond the classroom.

And when I was 31, I lost it for good… to Randy Harrison.

It wasn’t until the third that I realized the “twice” hadn’t really been that cool.

He was not impressed when I told him… in bed, still wrapped around him… weeks into whatever it was we were doing. Rather, he was instantly sympathetic.

“You poor thing. Losing your virginity is fucking traumatic. I can’t imagine having to do it more than once.”

I laughed… and then cried… and then laughed at that. He just held me closer.

It was different with him, always. Because, even when I fucked him, I felt penetrated.

Scared me, but I fucking miss it.

I place the numbers… 15-right... 18-left... 31-right... Unlock… Stare at the picture of us.

I’ve run out of firsts. But someday… I want Randy for my last.


 

Date: 2007-12-11 04:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bbmaniac.livejournal.com
Now, even with numbers... :-O... you and your creativity never seizes to amaze me... as always, late... very late, too late. And what for? to tell you that you made me cry? you already know that. That I feel like Gale wanting Randy to be his last? you can imagine that, too. That you are wonderful and inspiring and a relief to my poor heart? you BETTER know that ... so, again, nothing new and nothing that you didn't know already. I'm in an "original" mood, as you can see… so, yeah, you have, had and will have that power over me: to make me cry my eyes out in 100 words.

THANKS A!

Date: 2007-12-11 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com
There he is, lol.

And yes, I know ;)

Date: 2007-12-11 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com
You're not that late, lol... although I almost didn't recognize you without your masked man ;)

Now, this one was 200... but I probably have made you cry in 100, now that I think about it, lol. THANK YOU!!

*LOVE*

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